its the same old same old.

i was going through my myspace

sambil nyanyi

"my myspace bring all the boys to the yard,

and i am like its better than yours"

penah ke dengar lagu tu? haha.shit abaikan

so anyway.

aku came across this one blog i wrote during 2008. titled free. 2008 tu zaman myspace jadi medium luahan perasaan sebab nak buka blog sangat la bosan dan tak reti. ahaa haha. ok sedih. going through the blog aku cam tertarik kat post free ni. that goes :

a proverb once said

"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be."

so it got me smiling. apekehnye kamu ni sharain.

its like dari 2008. benda sama je berlaku.macam feeling tu repetitive gila. maybe because i keep going for people that are usually hard to get. macam si dia ni and si dia tu. or maybe i just tend to fall for the wrong people and the wrong reason kan?

hun once told me,

buat apa suka kat orang yang tak suka kita balik?

and for real aku tak boleh jawap. macam aku cuba itu ini to fulfill the want and need of a person while orang lain trying to fulfill mine. kelakar la. she added

"realize tak orang yang goes mampus kau la im not in for ur love always get all the people, and orang yang macam alaa awak selamat pagi da makan? i just wanna say i miss you tu selalu yang kena tinggal"

nods to her. she was right. i believe semua orang pun sama. we long for what we cant have and we deny what's in front of us even how they open up to u. ouh well.

i dont believe in true love, i dont believe in forever. but i do believe in a short period crushes and flings. macam sekejap sini sekejap sana and repeats step 1-3.tapi during the process ill go head over heel. bodo membabi and menggelabah sotong. so save me if i do. sebab i will be just way too clingy. u have the right to move on till then.

although, in my previous post, i kept writing bout how much ive changed. apparently in some part nothing has changed has it?

assuming that it is the holiday

which is also the hunting season

i will apparently do the foolproof

diet plan 7

LOLberangan

this is shen.
and i hate feeling this
ok dah jom jogging!