another cuti. lagi. bleargh

1. untuk seorang student yang satu sem dah berhempas pulas pecah kepala sini sana. i think i should be really really happy lagi thankful that cuti is here. but then again. bila cuti dah lama lama kau pun naik bosan bila hari hari buat activity sama macam okay jom keluar lepak pegi makan, tengok movie, menari sini sana itu ini. aku bosan

2. orang cakap kalau kau bosan, you are doing it wrong. macam banyak je lagi kau boleh sebenarnya macam belajar memasak, buat karipap, cuci rumah, buat patung and yeah apa apa la yang berkaitan yang kau tau dalam tempoh masa sebulan lagi ni kau takde terasa pun kau ade masa nak try.

3. tiba tiba terasa macam perlu menguruskan badan macam nak mampus bila tengok picture dalam camera hun and bila tengok body masa birthday adam tu sikit lagi macam raksasa. woh. hari hari pergi jogging semua tengok tengok macam takde effect pun. sucks gila siot. tapi lantaklah janji hati senang walaupun satu hari makan portion sama besar dengan apa si kucing alpha tu makan. shayt. disebabkan i am built with a mental image bahawa 'if i get fat everyone will start leaving me' aku macam memaksa diri to the limit je.

i want a job. . eh kejap. let me rephrase that. i need a job sebab sekarang broke tahap weh apahal kau duit banyak tu je dalam bank. tskk how am i suppose to go trough the remaining days ni? alahai alahai. tapi ape ade hal kalau pandai jaga diri takde masalah pun kot provided that aku tak mengada nak keluar sehari2 macam bapak aku orang kaya la kan.

4. trip untuk pergi penang mungkin kena cancel, sebab ain cakap nenek dia sakit. well expected la sooner or later ade je alasan lain. its just one way or another la. not looking forward to it pun. nanti start sem kita pandai2 je la pergi sendri ok?

5. aku macam dah penat impressing people. tapi... entah eh? kadang kadang u just tried to make an impression of urself pastu kadang2 kau tak sedar macam kau dah terlebih expressive sampai buat the other party jadi geli geleman malas nak layan. *facepalm* i should really slow down on that. this is not me this is not shen.

6. i was thinking of adapting new skill macam something that totally different dari norma biasa macam memasak tu suma. i was thinking of learning on how to repair keter orrrrrr menjahit felt doll buat masa ni boleh? okay yang first skill macam macho second skill tu macam agak..pondan. abaikan ahahha. gelak gelak.

7. i like being myself lately but im not sure if everyone can accept who i am. like i said terlebih expresi diri karang lain macam plak jadi dia kan. buat orang menyampah je.

8. okay dah pukul 6. jogging bye/

dalam kes tak berkaitan
i dont believe in relationship
and forever
but somehow i like being around you
if only ur mine =)

this is shen.
anddddddddddddddddd i hate holiday